in which fandom and RL bond to make me go "WHAT!"
Ahahaha WHAT. This day has gone well beyond ridiculous, guys.
First off, there's this guy I've been kind of... crushing on since September (though I haven't really spoken to him yet, so go figure), and I thought he was actually gone out of my life since December. And today he appeared at work (he's the Hot Construction Worker), ahahaha. LOL.
Then, I signed up for spn_j2_bigbang. And a few hours later I realise that there's Snupin: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, for which I have a tentative plotbunny that might or might not make the 25k, and I realise that the Snupin Big Bang and the SPN/J2 Big Bang have almost exactly the same due dates, Snupin being one day earlier for everything. WHAT WHAT WHAT. Especially since I'll be in England at the time, so that means - if I want to go through with the Snupin BB I have to have it written into a submittable fashion until April 22. And I have a major deadline for April 19 already. AGH. How to manage this, I ask?
Also, I coded 100 links for the masterlist of spn_j2_xmas, and it made me feel physically sick. I cannot for the life of me see another word written on a computer. Except for where I do, obviously.