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Envinyatar (envinyatar15) wrote,
@ 2009-05-13 07:16:00

over and out...
Things with the Guy I wrote about a few weeks ago? Are over, as of yesterday. I'm not heart-broken, but it does feel like a simultaneous punch in the face and kick in the ass. It's taken me a long time to find someone with whom I thought things might have a chance of working out and where I desperately wanted to trust; hardly did I know there were complications in the form of another woman involved. I can't really put it all on his head because sometimes life just doesn't work out the way we want it to and he certainly didn't mean to put me (or himself) in this situation, but the thing is I'll have to face him at work for the next five months, and it's just... I don't know. I'd love to go down fighting, but I don't really think I stand a chance. I wouldn't even know how to go about fighting for it anyway. In the end, it's just... bitter, I guess.

Back to putting together the pieces.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall,
All the King's horses and all the King's Men
Couldn't bring Humpty together again.

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	imma 2009-05-13 05:45 am UTC (link)
	hugs supertightly I'm sorry, hon :( (Reply to this) (Thread)

envinyatar15
2009-05-13 07:34 am UTC (link)

Well, better now when it's just been three weeks (10 days of which I've been in England) than in a few weeks or even months. I wish I could be angry at him, but like this I can just sit here and think how unfair things are - what does this other woman have that I don't? Or is it just that she was there a bit earlier than myself? I have no idea, and I'm not sure it would be good for me to know; but I wish I did. ARG. I'm not doing well with situations like this. I'm completely professional around him, but the moment I get off work I just can't hold it together. Only time will tell how it's going to go, I suppose... :( *clings*

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	iamisaac 2009-05-13 11:17 am UTC (link)
	adds to big hug (Reply to this) (Parent)

	iamisaac 2009-05-13 11:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. What an idiot he must be to prefer someone else to you. (Reply to this)

	summerborn 2009-05-13 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	hugs Sounds like a painful time. (Reply to this)

	letoutthetiger 2009-05-14 10:57 am UTC (link)
	"complications in the form of another woman..." You can't really put it all on his head? Well, personally, I'd rip it off for you, since "other women" need to be discarded before one does other things. I hope you won't be too sad, sweetie. You're too good for someone like that. kisses (Reply to this)

	shiny_crystal 2009-07-05 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	Hello dear, hope you're better now ... Still owe you Martinis, you know? :) Also, HBP is coming out 16th July, right? How about the Sony Center? Or Colosseum, if they choose that movie for original language? I'd love to meet you again, my exams will be over then and what occasion could be better? :D (Reply to this)