over and out...
Things with the Guy I wrote about a few weeks ago? Are over, as of yesterday. I'm not heart-broken, but it does feel like a simultaneous punch in the face and kick in the ass. It's taken me a long time to find someone with whom I thought things might have a chance of working out and where I desperately wanted to trust; hardly did I know there were complications in the form of another woman involved. I can't really put it all on his head because sometimes life just doesn't work out the way we want it to and he certainly didn't mean to put me (or himself) in this situation, but the thing is I'll have to face him at work for the next five months, and it's just... I don't know. I'd love to go down fighting, but I don't really think I stand a chance. I wouldn't even know how to go about fighting for it anyway. In the end, it's just... bitter, I guess.

Back to putting together the pieces.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall,
All the King's horses and all the King's Men
Couldn't bring Humpty together again.