Well, better now when it's just been three weeks (10 days of which I've been in England) than in a few weeks or even months. I wish I could be angry at him, but like this I can just sit here and think how unfair things are - what does this other woman have that I don't? Or is it just that she was there a bit earlier than myself? I have no idea, and I'm not sure it would be good for me to know; but I wish I did. ARG. I'm not doing well with situations like this. I'm completely professional around him, but the moment I get off work I just can't hold it together. Only time will tell how it's going to go, I suppose... :( *clings*