so, uh. long time no see? *sheepish*
So, uh, GUYS.

I've been clicking around LJ/IJ for the past couple days because I apparently mod spn_j2_xmas again this year, and I just. GOD. How could I have been absent for so long? There's this tightness in my chest and I feel like crying right now, for God's sake, because I've been missing blogging, and writing, and talking to the lot of you, which I haven't really been doing since, oh, January?

Um, I've no idea if this means I'm going to come back like, for real. I'm going to start university in thirteen days (English and, er, Science of Pedagogics or whatever you might want to call it? IDK!), and I'm not sure if the muse will perk up again and if I haven't gone on to letting RL play the major role in my life instead of fandom and stuff (which would be good, see above: UNI), but anyway. I feel this desperate need to check in with you guys and to tell you I love you still and think of you, even though I'm not around, and just, yeah. I'm being hugely sentimental right now, aren't I? ♥

/I return you to your normal fandom goings-on. If there are still portions of it on IJ, that is!