InsaneJournal

if just i could...
I'm currently barking up the emo tree. *eyeroll at self*

Most of it is my current desire to be anywhere but in Berlin. Or rather, I want to be in another country, though I'd happily still be in Berlin if there was another language around me. Preferably English. What can I say, I just adore that language.

This is not enough reason to be emo? I agree. But what can you do? *long-suffering sigh*

I was on a touristy boat trip on the Spree today, which was beautiful. And I do love my hometown so much. I just... want the increased anonymity, I guess. And the feeling that I'm actually doing something as opposed to not moving at all, like I've done the past, oh, almost two years now. I mean, this guilt trip thing isn't exactly new to me, but can I be done with this already? I'm fed up with feeling like this.

Yes, angry and emo. Brilliant. BLAH.

WANT. OUT OF THE. COUNTRY. NAOOO.

At least university stuff should begin to come in in two weeks or so. Hopefully they want me this year, 'cause if they don't? I've no idea what I'll be doing then.